by Helena Fox (Author)
"A writer to be reckoned with." --Kathleen Glasgow, author of Girl in Pieces and You'd Be Home Now
A heartbreaking, hopeful, and timely novel about facing family secrets, healing from trauma, and falling in love, from the award-winning author of How It Feels to Float
George's life is loud. On the water, though, with everything hushed above and below, she is steady, silent. Then her estranged dad says he needs to talk, and George's past begins to wake up, looping around her ankles, trying to drag her under.
But there's no time to sink. George's best friend, Tess, is about to become, officially, a teen mom, her friend Laz is in despair about the climate crisis, her gramps would literally misplace his teeth if not for her, and her moms fill the house with fuss and chatter. Before long, heat and smoke join the noise as distant wildfires begin to burn.
George tries to stay steady. When her father tells her his news and the painful memories roar back to life, George turns to Calliope, the girl who has just cartwheeled into her world and shot it through with colors. And it's here George would stay--quiet and safe--if she could. But then Tess has her baby, and the earth burns hotter, and the past just will not stay put.
A novel about the contours of friendship, family, forgiveness, trauma, and love, and about our hopeless, hopeful world, Helena Fox's gorgeous follow-up to How It Feels to Float explores the stories we suppress and the stories we speak--and the healing that comes when we voice the things we've kept quiet for so long.
"Compelling and arresting" --Shelf Awareness (starred review)
"Powerful, heart-tugging" --Books+Publishing
"As deeply enjoyable as it is reflective . . . sweet and yet emotionally mature" --BCCB
"Brilliant" --Utopia State of Mind
"A sensitive portrayal of complex PTSD" --Booklist
"Lyrical and evocative . . . Vivid" --Kirkus"
Heartbreaking yet uplifting and hopeful . . . Highly recommend[ed] --EveryQueer.com
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Fox (How It Feels to Float) delivers an immersive, Sydney, Australia-set accounting of a teen struggling to overcome past traumas while dealing with her loved ones' varying conflicts. Whenever life begins to overwhelm 18-year-old George, she escapes to the peace and quiet of kayaking. But after she learns that her estranged father is dying of heart disease, she doesn't believe kayaking will help with her headspace, especially when she recalls a haunting memory: her father abandoning a then 10-year-old George on a kayak one night in the middle of a lake. He requests that she visit him in Seattle, saying he wants to make amends, but also asks that she not reveal his diagnosis to her mother. Meanwhile, George is unsure how to help her friend Tess, who is dealing with postpartum depression, and George's worries over Tess stall her budding romance with newcomer Calliope. Harrowing flashbacks told via George's vulnerable voice detail past experiences featuring her father's alcohol dependency, while visceral depictions of Australian wildfires add a palpable element of urgency that both mirrors and impacts George's desperation to take control of her life. George and Tess are assumed white; Calliope is of Sri Lankan descent. Ages 14-up. (Mar.)
Copyright 2023 Publishers Weekly, LLC Used with permission.Gr 9 Up--After years of estrangement, 18-year-old Georgia's alcoholic father reaches out to tell her he's dying. George doesn't know what to do, so she does what she does best--buries it inside and doesn't share her indecision about visiting him in Seattle (George is a white Australian who lives in Sydney) with anyone else. Her friends are dealing with enough: Tess is pregnant and struggling with overwhelming anxiety, and Laz is a climate activist distraught by the 2019 wildfires. At home, George's life in an artistic family is a riot of color and noise, which she escapes by running and kayaking. One day while out on Sydney Harbour, she sees a beautiful girl cartwheeling in the water. An aspiring filmmaker of Sri Lankan heritage, Calliope is the first person to make George feel cared for instead of needed. As pressure to decide about her dad mounts and Tess struggles with post-partum depression, George retreats into herself. The novel intersperses George's poetry and flashbacks to her chaotic childhood amid the present-day time line. As in Fox's debut (How It Feels to Float), this work is lyrical and nuanced in its depiction of the silence and secrecy of families grappling with mental illness and addiction. Issues such as PTSD, anxiety, climate grief, and post-partum depression are explored with grace and complexity, and George's journey to speaking up for herself and deciding what she needs from the people in her life is rewarding. VERDICT A thoughtful novel with strikingly rich characterization, recommended for all collections.--Elizabeth Giles
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