The Deepest Breath

by Meg Grehan (Author)

Reading Level: 4th − 5th Grade

An accessible and beautifully written middle grade novel-in-verse by award-winning Irish author Meg Grehan about Stevie, a young girl reckoning with anxiety about the many things she has yet to understand--including her feelings about her friend Chloe. Perfect for fans of Ivy Aberdeen's Letter to the World, Star Crossed, and George.

11-year-old Stevie is an avid reader and she knows a lot of things about a lot of things. But these are the things she'd like to know the most:

  1. The ocean and all the things that live there and why it's so scary
  2. The stars and all the constellations
  3. How phones work
  4. What happened to Princess Anastasia
  5. Knots Knowing things makes Stevie feel safe, powerful, and in control should anything bad happen.

And with the help of her mom, she is finding the tools to manage her anxiety. But there's one something Stevie doesn't know, one thing she wants to understand above everything else, and one thing she isn't quite ready to share with her mom: the fizzy feeling she gets in her chest when she looks at her friend, Chloe. What does it mean and why isn't she ready to talk about it? In this poetic exploration of identity and anxiety, Stevie must confront her fears to find inner freedom all while discovering it is our connections with others that make us stronger.

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Publishers Weekly

In spacious verse that mirrors a worried preteen's breathlessness, Grehan (The Space Between) vibrantly captures the anxious inner landscape of 11-year-old Stevie, an Irish girl missing her estranged father and harboring a secret crush on her friend Chloe. "Knowing things/ Makes me safe," she declares, a magical-thinking mantra that inspires her to read thick books on marine life. But just as often, she looks to her warm, wise mother for reassurance. Her mum's words are usually a gift, but they scan as an empty box when she fails to see her daughter's budding queerness ("She just gave me/ Wrapping paper/ With tape and ribbon and a bow/ But nothing/ Inside"). Though a comforting librarian offers hope to the girl, Grehan effectively depicts the loneliness of growing up in a world where heterocentrism is the default. Small in scope and big in heart and feeling, this novel is a tender portrait of gay early adolescence and a strong mother-daughter attachment. Ages 8-12. Agent: Karyn Fischer, Book Stop Literary. (Feb.)

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Review quotes

★ "A heartwarming and tear-provoking coming-of-age novel, brimming with empathy and a child's imagination."—Booklist, STARRED review

★ "Wholesome, powerful and essential."—Shelf Awareness, STARRED review

"[A] sweet and lovely sapphic novel-in-verse." —Buzzfeed

"Grehan offers an encouragingly smooth coming-out story....Filling a needed niche for younger queer and questioning kids, this is a gentle, hopeful read with a kid-friendly romance and a protagonist whom readers will want to befriend."—Bulletin of the Center for Children's Books

"[Its] impact could make a difference to a child struggling with anxiety or coming out to a parent....An endearing LGBTQ+ novel perfect for middle graders."—Kirkus

"In spacious verse that mirrors a worried preteen's breathlessness, Grehan (The Space Between) vibrantly captures the anxious inner landscape of 11-year-old Stevie, an Irish girl missing her estranged father and harboring a secret crush on her friend Chloe....Small in scope and big in heart and feeling, this novel is a tender portrait of gay early adolescence and a strong mother-daughter attachment."—Publishers Weekly
Meg Grehan
Meg Grehan is a writer originally from County Louth, but is now hiding away in Donegal in the northwest corner of Ireland, with a very ginger girlfriend, an even more ginger dog, and an undisclosed number of cats (none of whom is ginger). In 2018, she won the Eillís Dillon award from Children's Books Ireland. She is currently studying film and likes cake and rain; dislikes going outside. Visit her at megcathwrites.wordpress.com and on Twitter and Instagram @megcathwrites.
Classification
Fiction
ISBN-13
9780358354758
Lexile Measure
-
Guided Reading Level
-
Publisher
Clarion Books
Publication date
February 16, 2021
Series
-
BISAC categories
JUV039050 - Juvenile Fiction | Social Themes | Emotions & Feelings
JUV057000 - Juvenile Fiction | Stories in Verse (see also Poetry)
JUV039240 - Juvenile Fiction | Social Themes | Depression & Mental Illness
JUV060000 - Juvenile Fiction | LGBT
Library of Congress categories
Identity
Novels in verse
Mothers and daughters
Self-acceptance
Lesbians
Coming out (Sexual orientation)
Identity (Psychology) in children

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